Am bored,am stress,am extremely sad.

So here i am doing some reflection .

Is donating liver a good idea?

Am totally scared fer it..

Ive done to many sins.

I wana die peacefully and theres alot of things i need to do to repay ma sins.

I haven complete ma muqadam and im not ready to taubat but till when ..

&

Here it goes ma crap started..

But totally im ready fer it and serious about it.

Because ive been wanting to donate ma organ to those who in needs.

Beside that life had never been a wonderful one fer me.

But 2011 had totally make a big change fer me.

Ive realized to work hard in ma studies and it felt great.

I had learnt not to rely on others and totally felt motivated with

the teacher i got this semenster..

I also learnt to let out ma fear away and boost up ma self esteem did i?

When it comes to r/s,yes i admit i go fer guy who have money.

But now i got to accept the fate and a lesson fer me to realized.

So lately this is wad i experienced, patients and sharing with him.

At times it was kinda sad but i guess theres no used to regret about it because

this is what i choosed.

&

Secondly am worried fer him.

He got a hole on his lungs..

tk pena aku mataer nan org saket..lol

wads if anything happen.got once as we were walking he sudden cnt breathe panic seh...

Wadeva it is kuasa tuhan..kite cume redha je..