Ok enough of emoing poem..

Enough of love story..

I wana blog to you something happy moment rather ppl get bored reading

the same old sad story..

So far theres nothing new yet.

Busy with ma attachment NOW at sgh looking after two cubicle which make 12 patients alone..

Evarione hap their own patner except me..

Ya pity me..thats what ppl been telling me include ma lecturer..

But nvm i would just ignore the feeling i felt..

And 23march

here i am going to IMH..

How i wish time fly fast so that i can

start working and earn myself...

Plus im so going to rent a house and stay alone on my own..

I had enough struggling and its time for me to have some freedom.

Secondly i wana to you im so in love with my bby hamster..

Ok no more bby but instead fatty hams...

lol..

Seeing him how fast he grew each day makes me happy..

And hes ma besfrend,

oNE ANd only person i share ma laughter and sadness.

Thirdly i wana post about someone closed by ma side.

Someone who make me believe and feels how perfect i am

till i forget about ma flaw.

Someone who proud of the challenges i face.

Someone who always be there fer me through up and down.

And

i always hope he is healthy to protect me..

And lastly it would be so much better to walk away from the problem we face

and even better closing our eye hoping for a better day..

Sometimes i just ignore the feeling and pretend.

Pretend everything gona to be ok..

And hell ya...

I just hope ma beloved brother will not go through the same what ma dad gone through.

All the challenges i face with friend,family have make ma feel numb and it felt so much better

to just give in and walk away.