I think god have give me the green light that its time for me to wear tudung..

Lately this dream and feeling keep playing on my mind..

But somehow im just shy to wear to it infront of people i know..

Cause i feel like aunty2 wearing it and somehow im worry ma clothing did not match and make me look fat..

Plus im so outdated wearing the trend type of tudung..

But i could not stop laughing when he wana teach me the type of wearing tudung..lol

I sometimes envy seeing gerls wearing tudung their face so suci and berseri and what they are

wearing making them more sweet..

So here im paying back ma fasting,start praying and less seeing him to prevent touching here and there..

I guess i should start with the dont 1st dhen when ma heart is ready i will start with the do...

I guess when im wearing a tudung i dun want to hold hand as we walk, i dun want a hug in a public,

i would rather be single when im ready to change all this..

But ma 1st step i shall do is to sembayang 5waktu once stable,i should try with ma wearing dhen slowly

i will change myself..

If i dont start now,dhen when..we mite neva noe wen the world end...