We always want thing to be perfect in such a way we didnt realized that we ourself not perfect.

&

Life is totally clueless for the next minute,hour or seconds and we the one choose the way

how we wana our day..

Basically i just realized friends are just there with you to share laughter and

how bad our boyfriend is,they the one only who is gona be by our side.

Somehow im learning still with ma life.

Totally different adaption with 5month ago..

Will be getting nephew soon in few week plus

new environment with bf.

I always tried to appreciate with what he did because i learnt ma mistakes in ma past r/s.

Like he say let the bygone bygone..

But life is much better now.

NO one control ma life..

Maybe hes not the one fer me?

If he really love me still why he just let go of me?

So yar..

Still young lots more to experience..

But one thing i wana experience to watch and see how people pregnant if only i were

in rafles hospital im sure i can see liao..jialat..

ma baby hamster grow so fast!he damn fat now..

i always fed him ikan bilis..

lol..

so many2 weeks he haven bath..

and ma mum say

ma baby hamster same like the owner messy..

lol..