Shall i say that i deleted ma fb.

So stop finding me.Stop wondering why.

Im not childish nor proud telling others wad im doing,at where and whats happeing to me.

The reason why i deleted,as im sick and tired with people being childish bitching around at fb post and  seeing pictures and the feeling of jealous and comparing between one another.

Rather dhen i waste ma times hurting ma own feeling with those picture,post and comment,i rather

settle down  by avoiding or contacting them.

I admit to much confessing at fb post at times may get more trouble and pictures at time describe everything.

But atleast i feel there somoene at there still bothering ma life throungh stalking ma account.

I may be running away from  people all arond me the reason i had enough people twisting the story and bitching about me.

Not just that,showing me faces,bitching infront of me and against me.

No matter how low ma self esteem,i tried to be stronger than those bitches bitching around about me.

Eventhough at times i felt so fear when being alone as all eye on me and those harsh words at time  tend to make me weak.

But those feeling really make me numb that i just heck care.

I believe when they are tired they will stop bothering you and people who just bitching around are just jealous and not satisfy with you...

Thats the reeason why,never to be afraid to let out your fear.

It feel so much better to  do our own things and give in.

Its not im afraid to voice out but its just a waste of time if they have their own back up and against you.

Obviously you will lose.

Sometimes friend may be good to you but sometimes they might be nasty with you.

So why bother to worry about feeling when you fight with your friends..

If they want to talk to you,you reply,if they dont  you just do your own things.

If they bitching about you,let it be,it takes time  to get things settle down.

Its ok to cry infront of your enemy because no one is perfect to control the feeling.

Its ok to be embarrassed,its ok to be weak and its ok to be fear.

Its just human behavioural and our daily life activity facing with one another words and action.

Thats the reason why im still able to breathe,even at times i feel like dying,complaining where

people get irritated with ma cemotional story i faced.

Its beacuse even at times when im to emotional and started blaming on others but not myself,

i really dont mean it.

Thus im thankful as experienced i faced tend to show me how human behave and feels.

So no matter how painful you faced or feel in that situation,never ever hate yourself or that person.

No ones perfect or have the power to control what they are doing.

I admit if we were to give in they tend to repeat their mistakes,its ok to be sick and tired advising them.

Maybe not today or tomorrow they going to change,it takes time and alot of effort if we give them encouragement.

Plus no one realized what they are doing and at times they tend to ferget the mistakes they did.

Its all natural how human behave as god create every single human equally with feelings.

Tired of reading ma crap?

Im sure once you read it you tend to say "like real only this huda advise others,she also the same."

I dont mind wadeva people wana bitch about me,see me as wad,this is ma blog,

i have ma rights to share what i feel.

I dont mind if theres no one reading ma blog,its not like i want attention that i create this blog,

atleast i have a place to let out ma feeling..

so peace out^^