So here i am still doing my attachment for 3week while others enjoying their holiday.

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Super not nice that ma holidae only left with 2weeks...

Life had settle down abit with those twisting story like i say it takes times

and if they are mature they dont play this game friend dont friend..

However,im love sick..

So sick of love song,so sick of love fight.

So sick of love feeling.

All i want is to be alone,

learning and finding more about myself..

For better achievement in my studies,

in my attitude and so much for my love life.

I do not want to play pretend,i dont want to be sweet talker,i dont want

to give high hopes.

All i want is someone who is always by myside,giving me encouragement,support and

guide me not control me what to do.

Im better off spending my time alone rather to get socialize and making ma life more difficult.

Thats the reason i m.i.a ..

If you cant understand me,crying about me,regreting doing things fer me dhen dun love me.

Im not a doll used people dhen throw away.

When i cant tolerate with you,love pain,i just confess the thruth.

Its up to them to change or i just walk away.

I dun want to be the soft huda,im learning to be firm

even at times im just to scared hurting others or ma own feeling.

But wad to do i also need some happiness,

Its not about patient,sacrife,ego and stuff.

Its about how well u with him going through together.

OK ssssh~

Better zip up ma mouth ..

Before typing to much crap..