1more week left with ma holiday..

&

Im not yet done enjoying ma holiday..

But pretty sure i feel great spending my time with ma seconday school  friends..

Really2 missed secondary life...

Afterall i admit i agree with ma secondary teacher that secondary life is so much better

and i really do treasure my secondary school friends..

Maybe because ite friends its a hi bye friends?

Maybe i just not closed or no friends in ite.hahah...

So basically last week had a picnic with ma ite attachment friends.

Supa loved,sharing,caring and concern BUT

a lot of conflict still...

The good thing we neva show it to one another ..

Ma life so far quite settle i guess...

But ma mind and feeling still lost.

Sometimes im being selfish with ma own feeling..

Sometimes i just never bother to give ma own happiness.

Because seeing other people happiness is ma happiness.

This is what im feeling i right now,

totally sorry for myself.

Sorry for myself for being ego,for thinking about others and keep searching and

questioning myself while the answer is already there..